| An eruption feels close. |
Once again, I feel daunted by an empty page. I've got some good things rolling, but August drained me of energy and focus. I feel like I've been spending so much time just maintaining and not moving forward. (This post gets more positive. We just need to wallow a little first.)
I know I get the same 168 hours per week that everyone gets. I try to remain positive and hopeful, but after almost 17 months of sending CVs out, it feels like I've run out of places to turn. Planning this week's meals takes time, and trying to get a straight story out of my mother gives me hives. Talking my emotions out of today's tree feels like a full-time job.


